retail, day whatever

so the job is waring a bit... i personally loathe shopping since i was a child, so to work in a retail store is a bit of an oxymoron. the commute itself is draining not to mention standing all day and dealing with disgruntled people. i spend more on gas for that commute than i actually have managed to earn --which i'm still waiting for it to balance out, ... and that speeding ticket really didn't help further that along, i am so far in the hole at the moment i'm trying to grab on to rocks to climb out. but work is work, it's what you make of it. it's been a good experience, learning something different, and being in an environment i would never find myself in... i've met some interesting people from all walks of life, i've laughed most sincerely, fluffed off the nonsense and made it through every day and night. so all in all, it is waring but it's giving my mind a vacation from it's constant analytical mode and from worrying about my life's current position. in the end, we take what we can get and we run with it. the laughter gets me through and when i wake up i thank god i made it to another day.