i have faith

this has been one of the most challenging moments for me.

i've been facing so much all at once and though it's breaking my heart,
i'm trying to see the bigger picture,
realize life will go on,
the pieces will somehow find their way back together.

it could take a lifetime,
but at some point it has to happen.

i have faith.

i know i have been true to myself,
to my desires,
to pursuing my happiness,
my joy,
and above all love.

i cannot apologize for that,
for i am not sorry i am living life fully,
without regret,
nor for the happiness of others.

life is much too short to sacrifice,
much less to give up on love,
happiness,
joy.

if we don't seize the moments that the universe has laid out before us,
we will come to regret it later on,
claim we were blindsided,
we were too busy,
we missed the signs...

the sweetest things are those which you have to fight for.
the highs and the lows,
they need a balance;
too much of one thing is poisonous.

with a pure heart,
pure intentions,
and love,
anything can be a possibility.

i have faith.